So far, school has been so-so-okay. met new friends and new profs, too. My schedule on Mondays is a little draining though. Got a 3-hour class and it's not healthy coz i go home late na and Papa leaves on Monday nights kaya i have to go home agad para i can eat dinner with them. Hay. Good thing there's someone in the class which pushes encourages me to attend that class. My ex-crush who is a babble is my classmate. And during the first day, we became groupmates agad. Our notebooks are the same. He sat beside me during the group discussion. And my name's next to his sa list ng mga magpapaphotocopy. Wahaha. How cool is that?

Anyway..

Have to read for my IPE class na.:)

would you believe it???

http://community.livejournal.com/ohnotheydidnt/9267760.html

There are only two words to describe Ateneo Reg: NO SWEAT. Despite the irritating random numbers and super late ETA's (expected time of arrival) --If you are lucky enough to get a random number between 1-100, your ETA is 0730 so there's no need fo you to complain--i still salute the Ateneo for a very systematic and orderly registration. Ive been quite lucky this year with my random numbers. Last sem, my RN's 3 and for this sem, it's 85. How lucky can that be? Because of this, I am able to get the class schedules that i want. However, there's always that feeling pa rin na what if i wont be lucky next year?what if my ETA's in the afternoon and i'll be forced to take the most dreaded schedules ever?Ho no. This cant happen. :(

But anyway, here is my class schedule for this semester. i just hope I made the right decision of registering for these classes.
MWF:
1030-1130 - His166 (Dacudao)
1530-1630 - Ph102 (Tolentino)
(Mondays) 1630-1930 - POS159 (Cruz)

TTH
0730-0900 - POS194 (Magadia)
0900-1030 - Th131 (Asis)
1030-1200 - POS131 (Beja)

Ok, so I think im already prepared for Monday's first day. Later this afternoon, I'll buy my school stuff na para go na talaga.

ANYWAY..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST MAKULIT PERSON IN THE WORLD,

KARL!!!

im in mateo ricci right now.the first time i went here was during the first few weeks of school and now i am back and the study hall's all done na.love it.i am here in the computer terminal section and unlike the one in rmt, this one's really nicer and faster.haha.buti na lang walang bawal so we can just check our friendster anytime we want.after this, my pos55 groupmates and i will be computing for the survey results for our research.later tonight, il be studying for my last exam which is polsci 55.Lord,just give me a b+ and il forever be thankful to You.wah.i wanna DL!:(

on a lighter note,tomorrow's the day mama,nikki,joan (our very nice helper)and i are waiting for.yey.finally,we'll go back to naga na!woohoo.after four long months of waiting, we will finally go back to the place where it all began--NAGA!!!naks.wala lang.grabe,you just dont know how excited i am to go back to my real home.hay. i need to enjoy the two-week sembreak that i have--meet up with friends,octoberfest (:D),ukay,coffee,shop,wakeboard,family stuff,etcetc.hay.love it.

eto lang naman.i will miss my blockmates sooo much (cus,jam,carls,mancx,wys,rai,sweetheart,and all the other people whom i dont often see anymore--mark,etc ;)) see you all in two weeks!:)

ALL MY BAGS ARE PACKED..IM READY TO GO!

Happy 21st birthday to my friend,
my ex-crush, my ultimate blockmate this sem
the one, the only, the BOSS...

CARLOS!!!
 
Thanks for all the corny jokes and
pang-aasar. You will always be dear to us.
LIBRE!:D

i woke up this morning realizing that i havent been a good daughter these past few days. so i tried making up to my parents. i tried to be in a good mood. i didnt fight with nikki this morning and i already talked to papa and mama. wala lang. i just want to make every moment that i spend with them happy and memorable. i sometimes answer them back because i guess, i am just enjoying my freedom as a 19-year old. hindi nako kiddo kaya ayun..sumasagot na rin lalo na if i know that i am right. but what i like about being a teenager is that i am able to talk to them like we're both on the same levels and wavelengths. like sa mga pinsan ko, i get to hang out with my cousins who are much older than me and then talk about stuff na minsan pang-adult. yikee.haha. pero wag ka..we talk about current events din. haha. basta anything under the sun. unlike before, parang may generation gap, so yung mga members lang ng every generation sa family namin ang nagsasama-sama at nag-uusap.

i cut my eco class for the firsssstttt time! i had no regrets coz i was able to bond with cussie,rairai and mancky. narealize ko ganun pala kalapit ang marikina sa ateneo.parang i can just go to riverbanks anytime i like. but nooo. i cant. ewan ko pero i have this problem na i cant go anywhere without a companion. kahit sa comfort room lang nga eh. kumusta naman yun? ewan. i always have this feeling na people will look at me from head to toe and if they dont like what im wearing, doing or anything, they'll talk behind my back.i really dont know. feeling ko kasi when i am with someone, im secured..nothing can go wrong. but sometimes, that doesnt happen kasi minsan yung kasama ko, ganun din pala nararamdaman so in short, nag-aasahan lang kami.haha.

i was thinking of sitting-in sa 1530 class sana kaso i was so sleepy and dahil nga bumabawi ako kila mama, i decided to go home na lang, be with them, and sleep. we ate merienda pa together. it always happens naman pero wala lang. masaya lang. we always eat every meal together. well except if papa's not here. so it only happens during weekends and during long breaks na nasa naga kami.:D

grabe, i am feeling the hell in this hell week and on the next hell weeks to come. ive been trying to free myself from stress but i just cant. it's hard not to think about these things especially because they'll greatly affect our grades.hay. i just hope that everything will be done na as soon as possible. i dont wanna think about these. i want all of these over and done! hay..

anyway, the talk kanina was fun although it somehow spoiled the thrill na lalo na sa part ko kasi the speaker was my cousin. he never jokes that way (greeeeennnn) whenever he's with us. haha. kaya kanina parang i was shocked. but benta pa rin.haha.

late at night when all the world is sleeping..i stay up and think of  the many things that i still have to do.:( oh well.

enough of all the dramas. i wanna be happy again. but i dont think ill be able to tell you people the story if i wont go back to what really happened..which means..may drama nanaman..pero konti nalang.;)

kaninang hapon,papa,mama and i got to talk kasi they saw me studying and then they started blabbing again about being in law school.i really dont know why whenever i hear them talk about it parang sumasabog ang tenga ko,umuusok at umiinit na ang ulo ko. so yun na nga ang nangyari.and then i told them what i really want and they didnt agree with me.i dont understand why parents feel that they always know better?parang every little thing kids say, alam na nila yun and they will do everything para i-refute yung sinabi ng anak.so thats basically what happened. 

so yun,..

nasira lahat ng kadramahan dahil kay mama. nagjoke ba naman na pagkacornycorny.alam niya daw kasi ang kiliti ko.and there..i was able to find a way para marelease ang nararamdaman ko.so instead of laughing,i cried.and then they kept telling me again what they want for me..that they just want whats best for me. so from then on,i didnt talk na.papa kept on talking to me pero i didnt say a word.i didnt respond to anything they were saying..

so ayun..

while we were eating dinner,we were also watching TV Patrol and guess what???there was this news about the bar exam.na it ended na today.so tumiming naman na i left the table and sat down para manood kahit d pako tapos kumain.and i didnt do it para makita yung news na un or something,but because may ginawa ako.tas biglang i was right infront of the tv nung lumabas ung news na yun.parang it was a sign kasi ive been stuck in this dilemma for quite sometime already and i am really hating it. ayoko pa naman ng nammroblema. so ayun..ang bait ni God kasi binigyan niya ako ng sign.siguro through that he was telling me na "this is for you kei.i want you to become a lawyer.it's your destiny.i want you to help your fellowmen.i want this to be your purpose in this world". o dba?how imaginative.nakausap ko si God at He talked to me through TV Patrol. kumusta naman yun dba? napaka-media.napaka-up-to-date..hmm.magaling.:))

so yun..that ended my misery. i will become a lawyer. i will become a high-caliber lawyer. naks.

tama rin si cussie. legally blonde is a cool thing to think of. iisipin ko na lang si elle. i wanna be like her. na no matter what other people say, go pa rin kasi yun ang purpose niya. hmm. except for the pink thing. haha.

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ok, change topic..the ateneo-ust game kanina was sooooo impressive. well, may bias ako kasi ateneo ako dba? pero amazing talaga. sabi nga ni kristine, that was the longest one second of her life. and mine too. galing nga kasi when i opened the tv, yun agad. yey. magaling. ako ata ang swerte sa kanila.. kina jc at chris. yehess.. close. haha. grabe, hands down ako sa kanila. ang hirap nun ah..1 second.pero magaling talaga. *clapclap* pero grrr..hindi dahil basketball player ka, excuse ka ha..hmm..lagot ka samin.isa kang grrrrrrrr. lagot ang bulsa mo!boo!

oh well.got to sleep na. goodnight world. :)

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Luha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa'yo
Kaya't sa Maykapal tuwina'y dalangin ko
Sana Kapalaran ko ay MAGBAGO.

*tear*